Amittere by Trialia
Summary: Even this is worth it. MAJOR spoilers for Cryoburn; if you haven't finished the eARC, don't read this.
Categories: Lois McMaster Bujold Characters: Aral Vorkosigan, Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan, Mark Pierre Vorkosigan, Miles Naismith Vorkosigan
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 201 Read: 3681 Published: August 10, 2010 Updated: August 10, 2010
Story Notes:
Beta-read, kindly and thoroughly, by Tel and Ed Burkhead from the Bujold mailing list. I am not putting any warnings on this fic as that would negate the spoiler warning.

1. Amittere by Trialia

Amittere by Trialia
The world before. The world after.

Somehow, the two — and the time between them — seemed to separate slowly as Cordelia stood in a drawing room of the Viceroy's palace on Sergyar, shivering over her decision and her dead husband.

She'd spoken to the servants, quietly, calmly, rationally, while inside she'd been numb, unable to hear more than his faintly Barrayaran-Russian baritone in her mind, remembering the first days they'd met.

"No man could wish to live on like that."

She couldn't tell them she was hearing Aral. Miles would have understood that — would understand.

Oh, kiddo. Will you understand this? Will Mark?

Her fingers caress his cold hand as she sits down beside him to wait for the stretcher, throat clogged with tears that will not fall.

She gave up a world for this man, and gained another, and now she has to let him go.

He can find a better place and someday, she will join him there. She can accept this day in exchange for her years with Aral, Miles, Mark, Gregor, her grandchildren - even Barrayar itself. It happens to everyone. And in the end —

It's all been worth it, love. Even this.




~fin
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